Was running after things worth it?????

I am not the kind of person who is a go getter for sure but, more like someone who will try out new things; would give up easily and then crib about it.

But, lately I am realizing that was all that tears and cribbing for failure worth it????

Maybe not... because somewhere down the line I guess I never wanted to really want those things in my life for myself....

Maybe... I was just running after those things.... because everybody else was running after it... and was not really trying to do things which I wanted.... :-(

With realising this thing...that what my forefront really is..??

With realising that maybe I was going in a wrong direction....

I have found a certain peacefulness and calmness which is very refreshing for my soul and my inner self....

It is also making me feel that I am not that bad in doing things.... I just have to pursue something which I really want to do....

And I am happy to tell you my friends that I have found that thing which I am passionate about and I am not doing that bad after all.....

One, more thing after starting to pursue my passion I have found a new drug in my life which gives me an altogether new high :-)

So, hoping you all would also not run after the crowd and will follow your real passion ... :-)

SORRY FOR INCONVENIENCE

I am writing this blog to sincerely apologies to all those people who thought that my blog was not good and stupid and funny n blah blah.

I know that whatever I am writing is not intellectually stimulating and you get to read much better blogs but, this is just a small attempt by an amateur writer in me who wants to express her concerns, beliefs and thoughts. So if you are not happy with my blog I cam just say sorry people and I am trying to improve myself and maybe you like my blog or not but these are my thoughts so at least try to read it from an individual's point who is not a great writer but, honest enough atleast.

VANDE MATRAM

15th August,2008

Happy Independence Day

As the stroke of midnight on 15th August 00:00 Hrs IST my cell fone starts beeping with messages from my friends wishing me Happy Independence Day and my mind starts wondering whether they actually mean it or is it just their joy of getting one fine day to relax and what our generation Y says "chillax" ;) or probably it is so fashionable to message ur near n dear ones as soon as possible on all the ocassions from dussehra to besakhi to the finale that is d new year.

Now i should not deviate from what i was thinking about i mean guyz dats us the " generation Y" everybody thinks the above points about us but i would like to say we agree that we are not as patriotic as our elders but seriously, mom n dad we are not that bad i mean for us patriotism is about different things we do, maybe little, but it matters like jumping like mad when indian cricket team wins T-20 finals and promising god that we will visit the temple "nange paer"(bare foot) if india wins. Our patriotism is shown when we promise ourselves that i am going to vote this year maybe my friends or our seniors that is the Generation X do not support it but I will for sure. Its when we have tears of joy in our eyes when we realize that Mr. Abhinav has earned us our first olympic gold and also the way we give examples with pride of our Indian brothers and sisters who are living outside India but making us proud. And how can we forget movies like Rang De Basanti which totally proves my point that "Even though we wear gucci's perfume, d&g clothes, prada's watch and we want to go to US or UK for further studies but, still we love our country and we are proud to be Indians so please don't get us wrong and do respect us as well"

because we also stand straight with pride when our Indain National Anthem is played. So in the end I would like to end by saying "Vande Matram"

LIFE IS NOT THAT BAD AFTER ALL

hEy GuYs

dis is my 1st post eva....so if i am bad plzzz....4giv me..
nw i am 22yrs old n watevr experience i have had till now i totally believe that life is still beautiful. Nw what if u r fat n ugly or d guy u like, likes some other girl or get bad grades or anything real bad happens wid u.....bt still dnt u thnk smwhere dwn d line dere is sm faith in all our minds our subconcious that smday thngs will improve that smday ill bounce back n wipe away all those bad memories.......i clearly remember wn i was in 10th grade i gt real bad marks in ma board exams evn though i ws a real good student in school n i evn thought that i shd kill ma self rather than seeing such bad marks in ma mark sheet bt den smwhere dwn d line dis kinda gav me all d inspiration i needed to proof myself n it actually wroked wondered 4 me n i gt real good marks in ma grade 12th board exams n dis ws all due to ma bad performance which actually gave a hard kick to dis retired scooter i mn ma brain [;)]....so i am prtty smwhere dwn d line dat life ws nt dat bad aftr all....n its still nt.......nw i am doin my MBA n i still believe in dis theory ppl.....dis post is specially 4 dose who thnk that life is horrible n dis is bad n dat is bad i dnt say u dnt crib.....its perfectly fine to crib at tymes bt plzzz dnt give up ur drmz n aspirations by thnkn that life is bad n god don't luv me or blah blah....it indeed is vry beautiful just open u r eyes a lil bit guyz n just cherish each moment.....evn if thngz go wrong just dnt eva giveup....[:)]....